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QAZIM.
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QAZIM ZIM.
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strike out.

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MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

1) Straight Through My Heart - Backstreet Boys
2) I Look So Good Without You - Jessie James
3) Down - Jay Sean
4) 3 - Britney Spears
5) She Wolf - Shakira
6) Trouble Is A Friend - Lenka
7) I Like It Rough - Lady Gaga
8) The First Time - Friday Night Boys
9) Fallin' For You - Colbie Callait
10) Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson
11) The Wind Blows - AAR

hearts talking.


alternative exits.

ARMYBOYZZZ
eddee. MRF
najib. MRF BITCH
teerapong. "best friend"
zi xuan. PRETTY BOY
zul. MJC BITCH


CJC DRAMA
alex. GIRAFFE
binni. PRESIDENT
cailing. MOTHBALL
gabrielle. COBWEB
hana. STUPID WOMAN
keley. BOWEN BIMBO
matthew. BUS PARTNER
mei ling. SLUTTY! HAH.
tifannie. BATTERY GIRL
wanyu. DRAMA
CJCDRAMA


CJC
amy. GOSSIP AUNTIE
becky
fabian
lace
shiyun
lovelle
yong lin
zac

TEMASEK
alia. BITCH
ansley
asri. MR GOSSIP
cheryl. WEIWEI
faezah. THE KAKA
fatin. ICE KACANG
farah
fajrina
lishean
meiling. WONDERFRIEND
raudah
shida
wani. BUNNY.
xingwen
yee chuan
yee ning
yi mei.

OTHERS
fizah. KWB
jazimin
shae. KWB
sochenda
yvette

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Monday, February 28, 2005


heys`!!. drama queen here in the house. -.-"

hahahs. that sounds weird yahh? nevermind. i shall be the drama KING or prince then. yeahh`. uMms. today. got back our malay olevels results? i got a b3. most of the class got like distinctions? not happy with what i got lahh. so sad you know. how to get to a jc like this?

i hate malay lahh. im so going to get an a1 for higher malay. so i dont need to study malay for the rest of my life. whee`. and from now on. i shall speak proper malay!! i mean. i shall speak MALAYY!!. whoo`. malay rocks.

-.-"

sec4 got back their Os results lahh. so many people at the hall. me and the rest extra extra kpo kpo only. look look see see. hahahs. the results overall was quite good i think. highest was 9 a1s? crazy ahh this people. dont know what they do at home. get the results so high. aiyO`.

im saddd`. because of the malay results lahh. and i did my amaths homework. whee`. im a good hardworking boii. yayy`!!

np tmr. SUCKS. volleyball. YEAHH!!


7:38 PM


Sunday, February 27, 2005

whee`. kinda happie now. thnks ppl fr all the tags. x) at least dey care.. rite? dunt go back on ur words ahh. or else..


hmm. its kinda good to be emo once in a while? u become more mature and realise that your not that perfect after all. yahh? hahahs. i shall try not to be so pessimistic? dont doubt people? dont be so paranoid. n love everyone. whee`*


cant blame everything on others. must blame myself too? hmm. yday was the sgt promos. crap lahh. think im gonna fail again. hands legs all cramp sia. sighs`. theory paper was full of first aid and all. i ended up criticising people on the part where we were supposed to talk about leadership. mwahahahx.


today. went out. bought sum tshirt. gonna buy bOa cd soon? heard frm meiling dat its nice. start saving up now ya? o levels results tomorrow. all the best people. the ex sec4s i mean. may you get super low aggregates and get to the jC and poly of your choice. ^_^ and to those hmt taking malay/chinese paper. may we get a1s n a2s. yayy`.




i wanna be a dentist!!. mwahahahx. x)


8:53 PM


Saturday, February 26, 2005

friends.

what are friends for?

for good times
and bad times
ill be on your side forever more
thats what friends are for.

bullshit man. do i have friends? i feel so alone. so isolated.

where are my friends when i need them. will they be there for me? thats what they say. hmm. everyone takes me for granted. its just like im just something thats not really important. im just a name. thats it. everything stops there.

people dont care about me. noone does.

i hate being alone.
i hate to be made fun of.
i hate it when noone cares.
i hate it when people take me for granted.
i hate it when people make promises and they dont fulfill it.
i hate everything.

i want to be important.
i want to be remembered.
i want to be given attention.
i want to be part of everyone's life. i dont want to be just a name.

i want to be ME.

[[isolatedsoul`*]]


8:02 PM


Friday, February 25, 2005

x country was today. whoo`.

didnt go east coast wif my kuzzin. met up wif wani lubna n rusy. met up wif shai and the rest at the eCon busstop. we were NEARLY lost. in the end we ended up at the meeting place wif the big tree. yayyness`. so hot mann. planned not to run. me n lubna didnt run. mwahahahx. the rest were slogging their guts out running.

whoo`. saw lotsa lotsa people. hahahs. go the food court there. wanted to take pics. coincidentally we saw SB. asked him to help take pics. den he just wake off. wthh. so daO mann. hahahs. all of us gt rejected. lol. saw mr lim n bryan. the office boys? hahas. dey were running. cool mann. why my darling verma not running?!?!

so after dat was prize giving and all. crap lahh. didnt realii care. i didnt run. but was sweating lyk hell. hahahs. i bought the hip-hop icecream or wadeva it is. everione so amazed by it lorr. cos it is flexible? hahahs. raudah won 5th prize. den we shouted SADIQ's name. lol. 4U veri united ahh?

went to the beach wif shai hid alia n rusy. played wif water. hmm. so peaceful n calm. i lyk. fatin n the rest left us without saying goodbye. grr`.! went to the foodcourt to eat icekacang. whoo`. mango rocks man!!. so many temasekians dere. making a fool of themselves i presume. i love temasek`. whoo!! temasek spirit!

chat gossiped bitched at the food court. wanted to go parkway. waited for bus at bstop.

waited

n waited

n waited.

n the bus still didnt come. thnkgd I realised. or else we would have waited until the ice in the south pole
to melt. in de end went thru sum underpass. ended up in vS. asked vS guys fr direction to parkway. mwahahahx. the guys damn ego sehh. dey thought alia was asking for their number. wth`. egoistic bastards.

went to prkway. ate at banquet. met my uncle n my kuzzin. went to rotiboyy. whee`. went giant and all. blablabla. shai n rusy left. bought more rotiboyy. took 31 wif alia n hiddy. crapped a lot mann. laff until gt stomach cramp. mimicking n irritating alia is so fun. and she tinks that making fun of me is fun too. so dere.

we love to haf fun wif each other. mwahahax. im tlkng crap. alia and her aaron. aiyO. apek al;so she wan. =pp. tmr is promOs. suck ahh. waste my time onlie BODOH!!. mwahahahx.


5:02 PM


Thursday, February 24, 2005

LIHWEI BRO!! IM SO SORRIEE!! hahahs. paiseh sia. ^_^

mwahahahx. woon didnt come fr chem. mr LIM took us. whee`. hes so nice n frenly lahh. me n the gals sat right in front of his face and he was OBVIOUSLY listening to our convo. wthh. hahahs. cos we were talking very LOOUUDDLY. then he was smiling and laughing at our crap. -.-" yayy`. we are interestng ppl. and his frm bdk twn pskool n tkss. cool ehh? same pskool as raudahh. whoo`. cheetah house? hahahs. n hes 21. lol

enough abt him. anyways, morni came fr english. darrnn. wnt off to toilet n slackked at the staircase. long time since we skipped class mann. used to sit at the staircase every cMe lesson last year. miss those times. where we didnt realli care about our studies. slack for life. o level results dis monday. i still remember on the 1st of november. we were slackiing at east coast beach while waiting for our paper2 malay to start. and now we are getting back our results. time flies very fast yahh?

hiddy said the worlds gna end in july. so no use studying fr Os yahh? hahahs. crapp mann. hwk time. as woon didnt come, me n hiddy wnt to aVt. chinese karaoke thing. we were just a bunch of extras. better than staying in class right? free aircon some more. the crazy soh weijie guy sang. mwahahahx. out of tune sia. got sum nice voices too. hmm. and AN JING!! whoo`.

today is such a clumsy day. i tripped on a bag. i broke hanis's wooden dnt plane. [he didnt talk to me the whole day]. i did lotsa stupid things today ahh. hahahs. n tmrs x-country. whoo`. dunt feel lyk running. my cousin's gna follow n meet us at bdk interchnge. damnn`.

anione going out tmr after x-country? sms or call me please. i dunt wna stay at home annd rot. thnkw. x)

muackks`.


8:28 PM


Wednesday, February 23, 2005

normal boring day. i swear that our class are made up of goondus mann. [including me]. ms shirin passed the cca list to the whole class to WRITE down our current cCas. the whole class ended up ticking n crossing instead. -_-" hahahs. truely blur people. nevermind. im blur too. whee`.

physics test was crap. history was kind of easy. because rahman told me exactly what to study. thanks mann. geog test didnt even happen. thankgod i did not study sia. morni did not come for english!. ^_^ went for some stupid course. apparently she is not coming tomorow also. YEAH!! i hate her. n woon is also not coming tomorrow. double YEAHH!

mr bryan took us instead. the supposedly korean guy with specs and likes to wear stripey t-shirt. everyone wanted mr lim a.k.a [the cute one] to come instead. hahahs. maths protected time was stupid. between, shairah is a potractor stealerr!! people. i have WARNED you. so watch out for her. hahahs. fought with her over MY protactor. ended up beating each other up. hahahs.bleahh`. nyonya.

walked to our lockers.4 stupid unicorns were quarelling and fucking each other over some stupid cards. what the hell. must swear and fight over cards is it? these sec1s ahh. all nothing better to do. so big still play cards. then anyhow swear some more. tsk tsk tsk`. of all things to fight over. CARDS!! cant they fight over protractors or something?

ms neo told us a sad story about her grandma. so touched. and also very sad you know. hmm. shall treat old people with more respect? they may just leave you any moment. hmm.

blogged. bleahh`.


7:06 PM


Tuesday, February 22, 2005

writing in proper english seems so weird to me now. bleahh`. back to my singlish way of writing entries. yeah?
lubna told me to buy MAXIM cos taufik batisah's in it? wthh`. hahahs. weirdo mann.

volleyball was fun. our grp has improved tremendously compared to last week? in 4weeks time, we are gonna be the best on school mann. mwahahahx. riite. nuting interesting happened in school sehh. hmm. np was much more interesting. rifle drills suck mann. the weather was lyk so fucking hot? irritating sia. np sucks all de wayy.

after dat was pt. slacked in the field. sec1s was dere also. interacted with them but instead got chased off by dora fr dstrbing them. -______-" wthh sia. ohhh. i met sumone in the air rifle room or wadeva u call it. brighten my day up? hahahas. coOl. ^_^. games was crappy shit sia. it was BORING. n DUMB. and i cant believe they took a LOOONG time to prepare the stoopid game.

practically everione was complaining. sec3 squad gt punished. especially yW. so poor ting. hmms. dey shldnt be too strict on the sec3s? sec3s will end up hating the sec4s lorr. u give them respect dey gif u respect. shldnt dat be the case? den I got scolded also. innocent me. hmphh`.

ur too close to the juniors. dey will be jumping all over you.
if u wna de cadets to be lyk u make sure u are a good example.

dnoe wad shit lahh. dunt fcking care. cant even mingle wif the juniors. wthh mann. i came to np cos i wna noe more ppl. nt noe abt the stoopid history or np or do drills. dats the whole purpose of cCa's. foster social cohession. [[chehhh`]] yalahh`. grr`! noone can stop me lorr. its MY problem hu i wna tlk to n make frens wif rite. n np cant stop me. BWAHAHAH. -evil laff-

i cnt believe people would fight over a GIRL. dats lyk so dumb. n i mean FIGHT. tink a fight's gna happen soon. n it doesnt realli concern me. yeahh`. but still. de girl is lyk attachd or smtng? den.. aiyaa. i myslf dunt noe. nehmiind den. need to study fr 4 TESTS.

physics.geog retest.english.history.

fuck man.


10:05 PM


Monday, February 21, 2005

Nothing interesting happened today.

Except that i got kicked out of class by darling Ms Morni. The reason was that i called her a racist. How interesting. And that was during homework time. Also known as Protected Time. Principal Ouyang said that our Protected Time is going to be decreased by half an hour. Hurray. I am extremely happy. Wow.

We also had our Social Studies Common Test during Protected Time. I though that it was fairly easy as I had studied very hard for the test. I hope I can score with flying colours and get an A1. I will be extremely happy then. Wow.

I am looking forward to tomorrow as we will be having Physical Education lesson. I love Physical Education as we are going to play Volleyball. I find it very fun and interesting and can't wait to play it tomorrow. Hope i do not get a swollen eye like Ms Siti Raudah Fauzi Laze. Yes.

Okay. Raudah is a geisha and the ex-president of the United States of America while Shairah was once a Chinese prostitute. Wow. I did not know that. Ok people. I would like to go and study now. Good Evening and have a nice day.

Yours Sincerely,
Mr Muhammad Qazim Bin xXx xXx


6:17 PM


Sunday, February 20, 2005

YDAY RAWKED MANN. WHOO`. hyper sia. mwahahahx.

sposed to meet dodo head [dora] at bdk mrt at 12.45. 12.30 den she woke up. -_-" wthh mann. met up wif meiling at 1 instead. wnt to lavender to meet lihwei. x) deprived child [faezah] came after a LONG time. wnt to beach rd fr a while. dprived chld wntd to buy a belt. whahahx. de belt no hole sia. lol. so manie nS ppl dere sia. n faezah met her fren dere. rmmbr the monkey woman? ;)

took bus 6 to twn. wnt to cine. meiling lihwei n faezah wnt to toilet. took a fckng long time dere. guess wad dey did? took pics. wahlao. damn lame cann. hahahs. crazy sia. wnt to eat at bK. meiling was ogling at hot guys sitting in front of our table. hahahs. too bad dey frgt to take deir pics. hahahs. wnt to take more pics. ask sum random passerby to help us take.

wnt to heeren to meet up wif dodo. lihwei saw shuai ge sia. whoO`. mwahahhax. brwn colour shirt ahh? meiling interestd in the yellow one. den all pretend pretend take pics onlie. hahahs. de pic nt clear lahh`.


brwn yellow n unkwn guy. bleahh`.

mwahahahx. if ur one of those two. pls inform me. den sure meiling and lihwei veri happie de. x)
wnt all arnd heeren lo`. saw many stuffs de. 5 of us bought badges de. veryy nice de lorr. hahahs.

nice not? ^_^ 1.50 each lo. cheap cheap.

faezah keeps showing of her badge. wahlao. tinks she some princess. to me she will alwys be a PSL. princess of sri lanka. mwahahahx. suits her best. wnt to 711 at cntrepnt. dora made a mess of dat place. hahahs. slurpee all over sia. den dirtied my shirt. we scared her by saying all sorts of tings. whahahs. record wad happen and put at the 9.30 news. den she believed sia!! hahahah.

bfore dat, saw sum chingay stuffs going on. cool mann`. but all to lazy to watch lo. siighs`. wnt to pS n slackd outside tiMes. phototaking session begins. all crazy alreadi lahh. tired still take pics. meiling n faezah is de princess. lihwei is the royal maid. im the evil prince. dora is evil stepmother? hahahas. crzie alreadie lahh.

meiling faezah n dora wnt to arcade. me n lihwei wlkd arnd lo. wnt to yamaha. sum ppl play drums. whahahas. i tink ppl hu play drums are cool`. dunt u tink so lihwei? ;) wlkd arnd yamaha a LOT of times. hahahs. stare stare. loook loook. wahh`. i lyk. ^_^

if ur anie of dose THREE dere. pls tag my board. ur our umm. daily winner of the most talented ppl i haf seen. yeahh`.smtng lidatt. hahahs. TAG OKAYY?!?!

hahahs. siao alreadie. wnt to espirit and all. wntd to buy clothes. too ex. bleahh`. i tot it was 5oobucks+ turns out to be 100+. hahahs. hK price lahh. me n lihwei were tai tais kayy. rich rich people. dunt shop at dese kind of cheap places.` hahahs. wnt umms giordano. colourful sia!!! wnt to spotlight aftr dat. hahahs. angel wings. crappy pics. wthh. the guy saleperson saw us. den so paisehh!!. =X

took more pics. wnt to mrt. even more pics. end of dayy. pHew`. more than 5hs out in twn. aching feet mann. spastiick` rocks kayy? ;) muackks`.


im an angel`. i can flyyyyy.whee`. see dat halo above me.

spastiicks`. and one extra st nicks gal. we rock kayy. ;)

pathetic faces. pls donate and contribute to charity. x)

dats all. whee`*



12:05 PM


Friday, February 18, 2005

im so gna fail amaths. wthh man. hmm. shld stop whining n complaining. its nt gonna change things. i should start studying hard lorr. no more slacking. no more msn-ing. no more sms`es. no more social life. no more aneting. shall be a monk and study all my life. whee`. get to acj yahh? or get 8pts n go tjc. hahahs. celine, shall meet u dere?

i shld reallie buck up mann. np was fckng boring. deres no other words to dscribe it. hmm. did stoopid drills. tracy lim our new teachr officer is crazy mann. see us den laff. siao mann. sing along session was de onli ting i enjoyed. slackd wif celine n meiling while de other np freaks were doing drills. sec2s hopeless mann. sing songs also dunt noe. wthh. out of tune sia.

slackin` rocks man. meiling n celine my slacking prntners. slacking rox rites? mwahahahx. wantd to do drills wif dem. in de end they gave keluar baris alreadii. whee`* no drills. we came at the right time sia. umms`. saw the sec1s. dey damnn cute lorr. mwahahahx. i wna get to noe dem sia. in a very sociable mood. ^_^. debrief was crap mann. i said de debrief was long and stuffs. i said one word and a thousand words were hurled back at me.

unfair`

i was jst teling the truth. and between weiliang SIR. dat comment wasnt meant fr YOU. it was meant fr steven kayy. its nt lyk i hate u or smtng. its jst dat ur misintrepreting stuffs. i respect u. dats why i called u SIR kayy. hmpphh`. ihatebdksouth np. mwahahahx. jst wntd to say dat. randomness. wnt to bdk wif de np freaks. jaime wntd to go to hawkr cntre wif de guys. me dora n celine wntd to go bK cos cel had a craving fr it.

in de end. dodo head abandoned us. me n cel wnt to bK instead. takeaway. queue was SLOW sia. more than half an hr in the queue sia. hahahs. exxageration. me and cel tlked a LOT sia. knw sum tings wich i dunt noe at all. veri enriching n meaningful convo. mwahahahx. i frgt to pay her fr the food. =X

lihwei DEAR. tmr can go i tink. u ltr sms me the time n place to meet cann? thnkw yeahh`. see eu tmr worr`. *mwahahhx. act cute mann. [[*]]


8:39 PM


Thursday, February 17, 2005

blog.

wad is a blog for? dat was the topic fr mrning digest todayy. its supposed to be a place which u call ur own. whr u write ur inner thoughts and feelings. for the whole wrld to see. so dat dey will noe abt ur life. whthr its boring exciting or wadeva else. hmm. fr me, dis blog is whr i write abt my daily life. memorable moments and tings dat are worth rmmbering. [isnt it de same?] yahh. n my entries are LONG and boring. hmm.

but its lyk more for me to reflect back and think of the past? hmm. me nt making sense today. shai said my words were too SMALL. is dis big enuff? hmm. dunt care. english was interesting. did some presentation. whole class had to gif comments and all. i got a 6 out of 10? quite horrible lahh. cos my presentation was full of singlish and morni said i was nt confident enuf? hmm. am i? isnt it better than being overconfident? i dunt noe.

higher mly was fun. cikgu nora was a bit weird today? hahahs. frgt to take her medicine? lol. got back chem pprs during hwk time. i failed. miserably. according to MY standard. i could haf done MUCH MUCH better. but i failed/ by 2 and a half marks. hmm. dats lyk so sadd? i shld start studying more. hmm


-off to study amaths. permutation and combination. bleahh`.-


8:14 PM


Wednesday, February 16, 2005

MY L1R5 is 31

wthh. hahahs. nehmiind. lowest is chin ghee? 12 onlie. mine is lyk almost thrice of hers? highest was melvin. 45? hahahs. our class is gdamn pathetic. we slackers rock kayy. hahahs. btw dose were LAST yrs result. i assure u ppl i will get 1/5 of the 31 by the end of the yr. hahahs. wich is lyk 6? dream on lorr. hwk oso nbr do. tlk so much.

if i was a rich girl. nanananana.

nxt wk gna be so stressed up. tests tests n more tests. ss. history. geog reexam. lotsa activities coming up too. labrador park trip. x) xcountry. promos. whoo`. so many sia. niways. jst nw mr oh-im-a-veri-holy-boii a.k.a ME wnt to the mosque. whahahs. cos hid fz n rau wntd to do sum stuffs. den me n hid wnt to paparoti. crap mann de breadd. all butter sia. rotiboy nicer. hahahs.

abandoned hiddy for dhana n huixian. crapped at mcDs. waved at unkwn creatures. hahahs. met fatin shida n hiddy again. aiyo. hmm. den huixian sent me off to my aunts hse. zZz. was listning to p10 jst nw. long time since i heard de song graduation. i nearly cried kayy. cos its lyk we are leaving dis yr and all. 4yrs in temasek. wen we graduate will we rmbr each othr? all de painn we haf gone thru`? all de blood n sweat shed? chehh.` drama sia. x)

im gna miss my frennss. awwww.

btw i tink im losing all my frens. everione seems to be doing their own stuffs noawadays. nobodie seems to care abt me animore. its lyk im all alone. my close frens are drifting away from me. some haf deir own personal lives, bf and all. so cnt reallie tlk to dem muchh. i cnt seem to be able to talk anione at all. everiting is all bottled up in me. i haf no frens to sms, chit chat on the phone wif animore. hmm. im being forgotten. dats sad. hmm. oh well. wad to do.


9:29 PM


Tuesday, February 15, 2005

today was gdamn tiring. PE was FUN okayy. slackked during warm ups. learnd hw to play volleyball. im such a failure sia. hahahs. pain lorr my handd. all red sia. umms. played wif the gals. wahlao. hahahs. de ball cant even go aniwhr sia. hit here hit dere end up same place. mark chan rocks. whoo`.

ss was umm. kinda fast. onlie 5mins. wnt fr medical checkup. the nurses was nice. one of them has the same dad as wani. =p the nurse stripped me okayy. hahahs. to check my backbone. whee`. n i have low blood pressure or smtng? is dat good? i dont know. wnt to canteen. sombodie cutted his hair. wahlao. horrible sehh. actually is lyk so many ppl cut deir hair. so u ppl wunt noe hu im tlkng abt niways.

corbin was such a sweetie today. lemme taste his pizza. hahahs. everitime home ec lemme try his food wan lorr. hahahs. wad a nice guy mann. ^_^ wnt fr the old folks thingy. onlie had samuel, corbin n nadhirah fr company. hahahs. didnt noe dat girl's name was nadhirah. kept calling her efa. hahahs. paiseh sia. in the end we tlked. she quite nice lehh. hahahs.

redhill dere. the place very small lorr. i tot some HUGE compound. de people sang songs and all. i was bored as i couldnt speak mandarin or sum dialect. in the end slackked lahh. took pics onlie. dats wad my job kayy. take pics. wnt to give food to people and all. boring. but kinda sad for the people. family abandond them and all. wilson, the sec2np guy was being such a freako. hahahs. take pics den got ghost lahh. scare me onliie.

the row of flats was scarryy mann. lyk dose kind of horror movies? eeee. wnt back skool fr debrief. how dare dat bloody steven criticise my photographic skills. its nt lyk im sum pro photographer rite? arsehole. den debrief so fckng long. wahlao. i cld haf build a mountain or smtng during de debrief lorr.

hes foreva contradiciting himself. at first say its okay to make mistakes. den get punished fr making mistakes. wthh mann. sucks sia he. den scold others as if hes so perfect himself. i noe i lyk to criticise others lahh. but still..i noe im NOT perfect. i noe im ugly and all. yeahh`. steven is just unreasonable. yeahh`.






8:24 PM


Monday, February 14, 2005

valentineless`*

today was the WORST day ever. its so irritating seeing everione wlking arnd wif roses n huge bouquets[?] of flowers. sum holding teddy bears and all sorts of presents. and all i got was chocolates. frm yeechuan and sum othrs. thnks mann. hahahs. its nt lyk i hate dose wif steads. its jst dat im JEALOUS. geddit? hahahs. hw wld u feel if ur spending sum special ocassion all alone? i noe i haf frens, bt still..all of dem wnt home earlie. -_-" how nice.

therefore i conclude dat vDay SUCKS. for me dat is. since im single desperate and ugly. hahh.

school wasnt dat nice today. melvin was super duper RUDE to eng today. i hate people lidat. no manners at all. hmphh`. raudah received a BIG presnt frm a BIG admirer. so sweet sia. i wld be thnkful if i receivd smtng lidat. sighs`. im nt dat lucky. and i dunt haf a valentine for the secret valentine game we are playing sia. wthh. so suay mann. means ill nt be getting anything as long as the game is going on. sweet`.

hid got chocolates. shai gt choclates. wani got jelly. raudah got bear n cute little heart shape stuffs. and i got..

NOTHING

whoo`. hmm. hwk time was horrible. esther lee took us. first hour of hwk time we were nt allowed to tlk, listen to music, go toilet etc. lol. suffered sia. aftr the 1hr everione started tlkng gossiping and all. hid has 3 earings with the letters D, S and S. therefore, she is called Sexually Deprived Dodo.

aftr 1 hr of crap.. dis was wad we came up wiff.

. dayah the dodo
.rahrah the bodoh
.qaqa the hodoh
.adah the DILDO.

-_-" raudah is horny mann. we are crap mann. okayy. cnt wait fr tmr. PE. whoo`. i love pe. i hate today. vDay sucks. im jealous of everione wif steadds. bleahh`.

valentineless`*


7:03 PM


Sunday, February 13, 2005

shinhwa rocks mann. ^_^


10:02 PM



FUCK.

i hate my mum.
im lyk a prisoner.
cnt do dis cnt do dat
i wna breakaway.

wish me luck people.


7:33 PM



i hate religious class. its so

BORING!

and the people are so goddamn irritating

urghh`. they are lyk so fckng lame? the guys were lyk trying to flirt wif the gals. n the gals were lyk playing hard to get? giggling lyk some banshees. eeyerr. dsgstng mann. i was at one corner of the room lyk some pathetic LONER tlking on the phone. whahahx. so antisocial. dats just me. i dont mix wif these kind of people. whee`.

i hate MATS. i hate everything aboout them. their dressing and everything else. n i HATE mats with WHITE specs. disgusting sia. soo attracting attention. eeww. i saw one walking near my house dere.

n shaii raudahh!! SB is in the same religious class as me. whahahah.


12:10 PM


Saturday, February 12, 2005

girls girls girls

my life is foreva surrounded by them. not cos all of the are crazy over me or smtng. but its jst dat i can communicate better wif them than guys. i dunt noe why. dunt ask me. hahahs. aniways. girls are nice to talk to, bitch arnd wif, gossip, share troubles and etc.. but ONE thing i dunt lyk abt them is thatt..


they are foreva..


LATE
yes, the four letter word; LATE.


yes. they are foreva late. yes. i hate it!. i feel like an idiot waiting for them. just nw i was waiting fr the girls for almost 45minutes outside the shool bustop. i could haf done LOTS of tings within that 45minutes. lyk climbing mt everest, ask for 1000 ppl phone numbers, build a condominium. yes. u get my point.


i was sweating lyk a fat pig outside the busstop waiting fr them. obviously they were taking their own sweet time to reach skool. urghh`. from now onwards i shall not be made a fool of. i shall not wait for girls. instead. i shall be LATE n make girls wait for me. dey can curse n swear for all dey want n sweat lyk a pig. i dunt care


mwahahahx. -evil laughh-




10:36 PM



yday was fun. x) loved it a lot. hahahs.


eng was bein a sexist sia yday. told all de gals to decorate de class. while the guys dunt haf to do aneting. wthh. hahahs. even if he told de guys to do..its nt lyk ill do aniways. hahahs. eng TRIED to sing. do re mi dnoe wad shit. hahahs. imagine him singing n dancing to usher's yeahh. WHAHAHx. +_+


assmbly was intrstng. total defence perfrmance wich i wtchd LOTS of time. i was out of the hall FIRST kay shai. whee`. hahahs. beat her fr once. joyy`. [[lame]] proceeded to go twn. meeting lihwei, jaime, weiqiang n jannah. wnt off wif faezah n meiling. took bus 10 cos 14 tooked so freaking long. wnt tamp den took mrt to city hall. LOL.


waitd fr lihwei n jannah. met dem lorr. wnt to suntec. halfway stoppd. cos all dunt noe whthr go suntec nt. hahahs. in de end wnt to suntec de bK lorrs. ate dere. the manager janice damnn iriitating sia. so fierce fr wad lorr. crazie woman. den see us nt happie lorr. hahahas. puii`. if me i also wunt be happie lorr. hahahas. cos all veri fickle minded de. den keep chnging orders. wadeva lahh. we gave bad comments abt her in de survey lorr.


took bus 16 to twn. retard jaime kept shouting open open. wth sehh. hahahs. irritating sia herr. den wna CURL my hair summore. hahahs. PERVERTT!!. made so much noise dere lorr. ppl shld be irritated by us sia. driver was super nice to us. hahahs. i found him a bit fake tho. ahh. hu cares mann.


walkd arnd twn. suddnlyyy. we sawww. OLINDA. all de gals were lyk shouting and all? i mean our grp lahh. hahahs. den meiling askd fr autograph. embarrassing sia. i LOVE the adidas jackt she was wearing. didnt take anie pics tho. i swear i shld haf brought my cam. eu nvr noe hu eu will meet on the streets yeahh?


wnt far east. level one. hmms. wnt to neoprint shop. took np. so maniie of us squeezed lorr. 7 lorr. cnt fit. hahahs. so much nice. push here push dere. go dwn go up. hahahs. de np turnd out quite nice. some of them. some were horrible. meiling ahh. hahahs. i dunt noe wad to sayy. sit lyk wadd. everiting also can see. =X outside de np shop. hmm. smtng nice to see. hehehs. onlie I noe.


faezah de deprived child wntd to go to blue's or smtng. wnt dere. walk walk. tired sia. den all wntd to go off alreaie. me wnt to meet my family in prkway. boring cann. sick of dat place. so umm. dats all lorr. fun time in twn. im nt reallie gd at describing de fun we had in wrds. its all kept in my mind. de memories and all. ppl. lets go twn everi fday kayy? hahahs. all skip np. whee
`..


11:58 AM


Thursday, February 10, 2005

siighs`. i so wna go twn tmr. wif lihwei and all. unfrtunately my mothr dunt let. wth sehh. haishh`. saturday no skool wadd. i also wunt ask her fr money. hmm. i so long nbr go out wif dem lorr. in a dillema. wad shld i do? run away frm home? riiite. so drama. how to persuade my mother sehh. siighs`. wad shld i do? tell me. sumbodi tell mie.


9:23 PM



wnt suntec today. fckng boring sia. most of the shops closed. wth. hahahs. wnt to carefourr to buy my secret valentine a pressie. hope she lyks it. ^_^. i find it cute. hahahs. sumbodi buy fr me pls. i will love u freva. whahahx. wnt marina square. better than suntec. nt so deserted. eyecandy. =X i tink piercings on ears are nice. mebbe i shld get one yahh? hahahs. lyk i even dare. im sucha wimp. oh well.


bought dis stoopid book. nice cover. looks new also. so i bought it. fr 6bucks. regretted my actions sia. read page 1 n i was dsgsted. wahlao. sick sia de book. the author shld haf been shot. no wonder dey say dunt judge a book by its cover? hahahs. bleahh`. nt going tpj tmr. hahahs. going skool insteadd. going to twn to wtch i do i do wif lihwei and all? hmms. hope my mum let me go sia. sighhs`.


vDay coming. few more days le. no date. saddening sia. hahahs.


im a high pitched frog. whee`.


ask alia wad it means. hahahs. i haf weird words in my vocabulary.


6:31 PM


Wednesday, February 09, 2005

i dunt feel lyk coming to skool on fdayy. mebbe go tpjc wif lihwei? whahahx. sounds funn lehh. i wna go. hmm. skip skool? lol. dunt dare lahh.


7:25 PM



ydayy. PE rockedd. playd netball wif the gals. yes. netball. its funn kayy. hu said dat guyys couldnt
playy ahh. me wanie shai yuying n hid one team. michelle yimei chin ghee and raudah in the othr. raudah's team won. de game was so full of drama and shouting. cattfights. whoo`. we rawkk. saw some people whom i hvnt seen fr some time. hmmzs.


cny perfrmance sucked. malay dance was nice. took pics at fountain wif shai fatin n alia. craziie ppl. wnt home to change. shai was so fickleminded sehh. dunt noe whthr to go to the gathering nt. in de end she wnt. i didnt. hahas. dey wnt seoul gardn i tinkk. met up wif hid n marl instead.


met fatin n raudah also. in de end hid n marl wnt bugis. me raudah n fatin wnt twn instead. wthh. hahahs. wnt
to fox. n sum nice shop also wichsold all vDay stuffs. wntd to buy one fr my secret valentine. dats de game our cls was gna playy. smtng lyk angel n mortal. i love gReEn. x) bleahh`. out of pnt.


raudah bought sandals. wnt cine to eat. at a loss on whr to eat. bK or ljs? chose bK. boughtt whopper at 3.95. coolness. saved so muchh. mwahahahx. its funn to be a student. :) gdlooking ppl everiwhr. -drools`.- =X umms. the lunch was crapp. ended up tlkng abt high bR and physics. so ewww. hahahs.


saw shaii n de ex-tmsk pskool ppl. met them. the ppl who attended was mas. jacklyn. wenjun. shai. bryan. nicholas n jopseph. was at a lost on wad to do. cos i didnt join them? hahahs. felt so traitor-ish. im soo sorriee people. shall join u guys nxt time kayy. x)


wntd to go kBox wif dem. but raudah n fatin didnt wan to. so went heeren instead. shops were closing. feet aching. headed fr home insteadd. lalala landd. zZz. i saw LIHWEI in sum skool unifrm!!. KC? wahlao. traitor mann.anihw wear othr skool unifrm. wtf cann. hahahs. bt she looked nice. blue n white. whahahx.


[[lost`.]]


5:03 PM


Monday, February 07, 2005

happie eve eve of cnyy people. x) tmr half dayy. two days hols aftr datt. coolness. umms. todayy is mr teo's lastt day teachin us fizzix. awww. sad siaa. engs coming backk. ppl


eng strikes backk!!


hid was abt to visit him in hospital. bt hes backk. oh well. too badd. nxt time den. hmms. im so obsessed wif my lockerr. keep opening n closing it fr no reason. whahahx. physics rockk kayy. tlk crap de whole lesson. on umm. how to spend tmr. hmm. bugis?


geog. gt back pprs. i passed siaa. so cool.!! hahahs. c5. bt oh well. shld be thnkful ya? nt everidayy i gt to pass
u noee. hehehs. wnt library during break bfore hwk time. whahahx. saw sumone dere. so cool siaa. class inside library. while de rest of us were sweating lyk little piggies. eew.


hwk time. slackd fr one hr. geog test. mr pinkk clerk took us. de gdlooking one. he has nice voice siaa. so sexxyy. whahahx. im crazie le. tralala. x) n hes quite clever also kayy. he noes wadd brain smtng is. hahahs. had geog ppr. gdmann hardd. he was lyk staring at me n shai? cos we were lyk hinting to each othrr. whahahs. i tink he hates me. hmphh`. gimme attitude onliie.


waitd fr lubna aftr skool. wnt to hall. stoopid farhan chasd aftr me. wthh sehh. annoying cann. he jst sec1 lehh. if he chasd sumone else ahh. i tinkk he will end up in de dustbin. hmphhh`. angryy. wtchd the studnt leaders practice their investiture at parade square. cool cann. reach fr the stars`* .reminds me of syff.


umms. saw TC running. TC is also knwn as the person in de library jst nw. yeahh`. hahahs. stoopid name sia. hid invntd. totally cute? sec2 onliie lehh. hahahs. i wna be a psl. dey verri cool and enthuu kayy. hmphh. too late alreadi lahh. alia is crazy over her aaron. aiyo.


cnt wait fr tmr. gna go seoul gardn tmr? wif the ex-tmsk pskool ppl. wif shai and de rest. gna be extra mann. den meet up wif the gang aftr datt. gna haf funn in bugis. lotsa picture taking n neoprints yeahh? cool`. lookn
frward to tmr. we dunt need to studyy sia. PE first two periods. soo gna love tmr. x)


irawk.usuck. x)

desperate housewifes 10pmtodayy. yeayy.
listening to: since eu been gone.


7:43 PM


Sunday, February 06, 2005

random pics of ydayy. whee`.


wanii.alia.miee.


tourists from china`. [[me and wannie]]


alia and her 'sly' face. more lyk retardd. bleahh`.


[[me`]] -acting cute- bleahh`.


[[retards]] me + fizahh acting cuute. whahahs. boredd`.


-inspirational words from ika's bag-


-spokesman for 'bitch' bag and oranges. ME. x) -

yeahh. dats all. mwahahahs. a veri tiring dayy. ydayy
today nuting new happened. hmms. 0502. rmmbr
dis date always. x) muackksx.


8:38 PM



mwahahahs. ydayy didnt go SP. wnt





instead.


quite fun lehh. alia bought 20dollars worth of hair clip. wani oso i tinkk. i bought sum cheap tshirt. so manyy
ppl dere sia. i tinkk its lyk much much better than geylang? cos dere are no mats n minahhs dere. whahahs. i wna go chinatwn agaiin. hu wna go wif me?? took crazyy pics in chinatwn n in de mrt oso. bored wadd. hahahs.

aftr dat wnt to prkwayy wif familyy. i keep staring at dis person. damnn paisehh lehh. hahahs. i shld stop staring at ppl n mind my own business. yeahh`. umms. bwling was intrstng. my kuzzins bdayy. de cake was
gdamnn nice sia. chocolate. yummyy. i lykk. x)


took retarded pics wif my kuzzins. we are officially called the KUZZ!ES. i tinkk. hahhas. or isiit kuzzy wuzzy buzzehh. wadeva lahh. we rawkk kayy. hahhas. mst organise sum kind of outing lahh. todayy. finishd4nwppr articles. studied geog. gna become a nerd soon kayy. whee`. nerd-ism is taking over me.


qazim the nerd`.


5:08 PM


Saturday, February 05, 2005

whee`. me nt going to SP aftr all. how nice. x)
gna rot at home the whole day doing newsppr articles
n tonnes of hwk. umm. do we haf hwk?


12:42 PM


Friday, February 04, 2005

i dunt look lyk him.
i dunt behave lyk him.
i dunt talk lyk him.
i am NOT him.


so wad if hes 'stylish'. so wad if he looks better than me or wadeva. so wad? hes him. im me. we haf diffrnt lives. why shld i change myslf to be lyk him? whyy whyyyy. -drama-



mr teo our NEW physics teachr is a total bore. his head is shinier than the boots of dose np freaks. aiyo. i wan ENG. i need ENG. hahahs. teo's handwriting is unreadable sehh. so cursive. yucks. cnt see a single tingg. how to get a1 fr physics? sumone tell me?? woon kept picking on me fr chem. bloody blahh. sadiq n miah was spraying distilled water at me lorr. not i start first. grr`. malayy was intrstng. whole cls laffed at me n my storyy. whr got funnie siaa. hmphh`. paiseh sia.


hanis frm 1U is so frenlyy. hahahs. his frn saved me frm getting knocked dwn by carr. n stop calling me nuriman kay. npsucked. drills drills n more drills. new HO. i was lyk waiting fr sumone tall tanned n goodlooking to appear. turnd out to be sum apek hu looked as if he was one of dose random ppl picked up frm the streets and digging his nose. dsgstng sehh. yucks`. fat belly. gross.


i hate bdksouth npcc tshirt. damn idiotic cann. lyk the same as OURS? colour. design. material. onlie the back part lahh. helo? ur lyk copying us? we are tlkng abt originality here. even bedok view has more brains and are more unique. wtf. hate dat stoopid skool. bleahh`. the np unit i mean.


i haf a lockerr. whee`. bt i dunt noe hw to open it. hahahahs. wads de use. i wna go SP tmr. anione going?


8:14 PM


Thursday, February 03, 2005

-can you feel the beat?-
hahahs. extremely lame day today. me n shaii playing wif the clothes peg i found during geog
lesson. clipped on hid n raudah's hair. hahahs.n poking each othr lyk small kids. aiyoo`. everionekept doing lame tings todayy. laffing at stoopid stuffs.raudahh was super hyper todayy. can you feel the beat?

our booth was infested wif indian people. wahlao.no brain lahh demm. dirty our place onlie. idiots.super tired durin hmt. nearliie sleptt. i haf a PIMPLE on my MOLE. wthh? so weird sia. chemtestsucked`.homewrk time was lyk boring? studied chem. wahlao.

uSUCK.iBITE.

stoopid phrase invented by me. x) hahahs. out ofboredom. waitd fr lubna aftr hwktime. she gt the total defence tingg? waitd fr long time. verma keptforcing me to tuck in my shirtt. bleahh`. dat eggplant.meee annddd mrsss vermaaaaaaa.yes. THIS was the colour of her clothes jst nw. uglyy.

bus ride home was funn`. was wif alia fatin lubna and wani.hahahs. we saw azhar lestarii!! i dunt noe hu de hell is datt.hahahs. alia kept mentioning his name. i was in a crazy mood.saw dis boii frm our skool denn..out of boredom.i askd him..

me : -waves to boyy- are you azhar lestari?
boii: -looks blurr den laffs wif othr frn-
boii : im azhar. plemping.
us : ohgodd! alia is psychic!!

hahahs. stoopid convo. nehhmind. dat guy was aishya plemping bro? azhar plemping? hahahahs. n deres
alia plemping n other plemping's in the same familyy.HAHAHA. so funnie. n a veri unique family name.
WHAHHAH. uSUCK.iBITE.iLICK.uSWALLOW.


8:44 PM


Wednesday, February 02, 2005

meee annnddd mrsss. mrss hongg. mrs honggg.


hahahs. aimran kept singing dat during amaths lesson. lol. hid didnt come todayy. shai was in a super hyper mood. mebbe cos hid didnt come? lol. practically EVERIONE was happie. weird. eng wass hospitalised. relief teachr took over. looked uglier than eng. hahahs. bald oso. aiyo. i prefer the clerk to take over us. ^_^.hahah.


dat teachr wasted half our life searchng fr a topic to teachh. blardee hell. in de end didnt teach a single ting. wtf. amathssuck. horrible thingyy dat mrs hong is teaching us. polluting my young innocent mind wif formulas. wich are of no use to my otherwise wonderful life. bleahh`.


ANYWAY, i PASSED my amaths. whee`. joy to the world. i got 11/20. hahahs. n raudah got 17/20. wthh. hahahs. spoil my joyy onliee.


-chem test tmr-


chem sucks lahh. dunt noe a single ting abt all dese metals. stoichio. aluminium oxide? aiyoo. die sia tmr. cnt wait to go SP dis sat. hope its gna be funn =)



8:33 PM


Tuesday, February 01, 2005

heya`.
PE rocks!! hahahs. did sum stoopid warm ups. den shuttle run. totally sucked. n the most wonderful ting ever. our run arnd skool. hahahs. ran lyk sum enthu idiots. in de end the WHOLE class used shortcut kayy. hahahs. veriee united kay. all the cls we wlkd pass were shocked we shortcutted? hahas. in de end toh told us to run ANOTHR round. nvm lahh. it was funn.

played captain's ball. izyan fell? bruises all over. xingwen damnn evil lehh. anihw say onlie. normal boring lessons. np aftr dat. fz didnt come. idiiot. hahahs. den i all alone. thnkgd gt faezahh. slackin prtners yeahh? slackked thruout the whole np trainingg. i was SICK n wasnt feeling well. hahas.

riiite. n dose bloodie goondus believed me. x)
irawkk.

wnt to BK wif doraa n faezah aftr datt. we cheatd sum cashier woman. hahas. gt free fries. coolness. cheapskates`. in de end nvr finish the fries. whahahs.


-frgiven-


9:30 PM